The Give Up Kid

I guess I want to be called The Give Up Kid. Because its got a nice defeatist ring to it, and those that know me, would probably argue that I'm anything but a defeatist. I appreciate that, but there are a lot of unseen battles that I lose every single day. This is personal place for me to be completely honest with myself, and with others should that ever be something I'm interested in doing. I'm in twenties, have a thick beard, and struggle with range of addictions. Nothing hard where substances are concerned fortunately. I'd probably lose myself if I ever gave narcotics a shot. I'm just trying to work through some things I think. There things I want to change to about myself, and there are other things that I want to accept. I want to stop drinking as much as I do. I make a joke frequently, "You only get be good at so many things in your life, and drinking is one of mine. So I can't stop." You know a habit has gotten out of hand when you and p